There’s just so much to take.

So much to bear.

Til when will you have to let me feel this?

Will it be FOREVER?

Will it be ‘til NOW?

I try to believe what my mind tells me.

But my heart speaks louder.

Am I numb?

Or am I too sensitive?

I don’t know.

I’m lost.

Caught up.

Little by little words are fading.

Your shadow slowly fades.

Is this what we are ought to feel?

Is this what we deserve?

I thought LOVE was for everyone.

I thought LOVE was FREE.

I thought LOVE has no bounds.

I thought LOVE…

…is just LOVE?

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1: Let’s start with a tricky one; what is the real reason you are confused right now? I am in caught in making a decision I’m not sure of doing.
2: Do you ever get “good morning” texts from anyone? Sometimes.
3: If your significant other smoked pot, would you care? YES.
4: Do you find it easy to trust others? Yes, but hard to maintain it.
5: What were you doing at 11PM last night? Working.
6: You’re drunk and lost walking down the road; who is with you? Me.Myself.And I. Kiddin. I don’t drink.
7: What would you do if you found out you had been cheated on? Ask why.
8: Are you close with your dad? No.
9: I bet you kissed someone last night, right? My mom. But besides fam, No.
10: What are you listening to? Old song they’re playin I’m not familiar with.
11: You can only drink ONE liquid for the rest of your life - what is it? Water. Very essential. :)
12. Do you like hickeys? No.
13: What time do you go to bed? Depends on my sked. But usually LATE.
14: Is there someone who continuously lets you down? Yes.
15: Can you text as quickly with one hand as you do both? Using a QWERTY would be hard to SMS with one hand.
16: Do you always answer your texts? Depends on the person messaging me and on my free time. :)
17: Do you hate the person you fell the hardest for? YES.
18: When was the last time you talked to one of your best friends? Yesterday when she had a sleepover at our place.
19: Is there someone that makes you happy every time you see them? Definitely YES.
20: What was your last thought before you went to bed last night? Should I, shouldn’t I?
21: Is anyone else in the room with you? I sleep with my mom. :) But sometimes I sleep alone at my room.
22: Do you believe what goes around comes around? Yes, care about Karma?
23: Were you happier four months ago than you are now? Well, Yes.
24: Is there someone you wish you could fix things with? YES. :(
25: In the past week, have you cried? Cried a lot.
26: What colour is the shirt you are wearing? Now, it’s blue.
27: Do people ever call you by your last name? YES. Especially my Malaysian friends. :)
28: Is anyone ignoring you right now? I’m not sure but maybe there is?
29: Do you have a best friend? YES.
30: Would it be hard seeing someone else kiss the last person you kissed? Feel like hell.
31: Who was your last call from? My mom.
32: Are you mad at anyone? No.
33: Have you ever kissed someone older than you? YES.
34: How old will the last person you kissed be on his/her next birthday? My last kiss would is my mom. She’ll be 53 on July.
35: How many more days until your birthday? 52 days til my birthday!
36: Do you have any summer plans yet? Summer just passed. No plans yet.
37: Do you have any good friends of the opposite sex? Nothing really. Closer with the girls. :)
38: Are you keeping anything from your best friend(s) now? YES.
39: Do you have a secret that you’ve never told anyone? YES.
40: Have you ever regretted kissing someone? YES.
41: Do you think age matters in relationships? NO. But, guys older than me would be more preferred. :)
42: Are you a pet lover? Yes.
43: How many people have you had real, strong feelings for since high school ended? Not much really.
44: If you had to get a piercing (not ears), what would you get? Bellybutton piercing.
45: Do you believe exes can be friends? In time.
46: Do you regret anything? YES.
47: Honestly, what’s on your mind right now? A lot of decisions to make.
48: Did you ever lose a best friend? No.
49: Was your last kiss a mistake? No. I don’t think so.
50: Why aren’t you pursuing the person you like? Yet to be settled.
51: Has the last person you kissed ever seen you cry? Yes. Many times.
52: Do you still talk with the person you LAST kissed? Yes.
53: What was the last thing you ate? Cake.
54: Did you get any compliments today? A few.
55: Where are you going on your next vacation? Langkawi. <3 
56: Do you own anything from other countries? Yes. A lot!
57: Are most of your friend guys or girls? Girls.
58: Where have you lived most of your life? Paranaque.
59: When was the last time you took a long drive? Feb of 2012 from Seremban to Perlis in Malaysia.
60: Have you ever played Spin the Bottle? Yes. Not good with consequences.
61: Have you ever TPd someone’s house? What’s that suppose to mean?
62: Who do you text the most? Yes but very few people that I sms.
63: What was the last movie you saw? The Vow. Just this week. :)
64: What’s preventing your current boyfriend/girlfriend from going back to their ex? Maybe cuz he can’t find “ME” from his exes?
65: How many boyfriends/girlfriends did you have in 2010? 1
66: Is the last person you kissed younger than you? Older.
67: Do you curse around your parents? Eeh. Sometimes. When I get surprised, words tend to slip out of my lips. But not curse towards my parents.
68: Are you happy with where you live? Yes.
69: Do you collect anything? No specific stuff but right now, I’m into collecting keychains.
70: What’s your favourite colour? Green.
71: Does the last song you listened to remind you of anyone? Yes, most definitely.
72: Has anyone ever cheated on you? I believe. YES.
73: What are your plans for tomorrow? WORK.
74: Do you have siblings over the age of twenty-one? Only daughter. :)
75: Does your last ex have a job? YES. He works at a restaurant.
76: What would you do if you found out your most recent ex was in a relationship? Be happy for him.
77: Where is your cellphone? A very humble Nokia C3-00
78: What colour is your cellphone? Royal Blue.
79: What did you dream of last night? No dreams.
80: Are you atheist? BIG NO. I believe in Jesus and He is my Lord and Saviour.
81: Will you change your name when you get married?Yes, change my last name with my future husband’s last name. :)
82: Are you ready for autumn weather? No autumn in the Phili
83: Have you had any big storms recently? No. Summer time.
84: What kind of bottoms are you wearing? Leggings

(Source: courtnog, via marlboro-cunt)